3/30/12

Holy Happy Friday! I’m so excited for the weekend! Well, just to not be working, really. Ha!

Not a ton to report today… last night I had 3 pretzel sticks from Cock n Bull (if you’ve had them, you understand my succumbing to the temptation) after work and then had a little left over spaghetti from the other night. Nora and I didn’t do much, she was a very sleepy little girl so we kept it pretty simple. J

Of course, no gym this morning. The weather is looking pretty good for the weekend though so I’m going to try to get in as much as exercise as I can!

Food Today

Breakfast

Organic/vegan fruit & nut clusters

Snack

Fruit & nut trail mix

Lunch

Carrots & hummus

Snack

Nothing

Dinner

TBD

Um I’m sure you can understand why I’m freaking hungry right now. I had almost no time to pack lunch this morning so I just grabbed some stuff…

I’m not sure what Nora and I will be doing for dinner tonight, we’ll see what she’s in the mood for! J

I’ve been feeling pretty down lately. This whole ‘find yourself’ thing is much harder than I anticipated. My whole life I’ve had this lingering feeling that I just don’t fit in anywhere… and as an adult I still feel the same. I always try to adapt my personality/hobbies/habits to the group of people I want to be surrounded by, but that obviously never works out because I’m just lying to myself. I’ve discovered that I’m really bad at being alone, hence the reason I’ve been filling more of my time than I should with partying these days. I’d love to be surrounded by like-minded people but I’m still trying to figure out what MY mind is like… so that’s making things a bit more difficult. I’ve always been incredibly impressionable (and this is one of the reasons for my separation) and I’m trying to work on that, among many other things. My mind is pretty confused right now and it’s making it only that much more difficult to maintain focus on my path to weightloss and overall health. I’m hoping that I can get this worked out relatively quickly… but I also know that something as important as one’s own identity should be given adequate time. Ugh. My brain is exhausted.

Anyway, I’m looking forward to what should be a nice weekend with my little girl! I have some time off of work and I’m considering taking a trip somewhere by myself, I feel like my brain will thank me.

We’ll see…

Have a great weekend, blog world!